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| I'm writing after many months so that when my lover reads this she shall know that i love her.
I love you with all my heart and great passion, i care for you like no one else.
i want to remind you that all you have read is in the past and that i look forward to the future
a future with you.
I love no one more than you, (God and family not included xD)
You are my inspiration in the morning,
you are what drives me to finish the day
and you are the lost thought as i fall asleep.....or when you fall asleep XD
i treasure everything you say dearly, everything you do.
you are world, my sunshine and my moonlight.
i revolve around you in every aspect
i love you so very much
you have said this once and i shall repeat you
i cannot love you with my whole heart
for i have no heart
it's yours....all yours
i hope you keep it safe and well, just i shall keep yours
you have read about my past heartbreaks...
my past pains....my past pains
yet again, all in the past
i hope that with you, i shall never have to suffer such things again
i love you so very much
you're amazing...awesome..great....adorable...cute....stunning....gorgeous......
sexy...beautiful...wonderous and such more, i could not even think about the words to describe you with
i love you quite a lot
you excite me many ways and always make my life interesting
in fact, i would have no life without you.
you are everything to me, and i do mean everything
without you, i shall die, and die tragically indeed.
i want you to know all this.
i cannot finish this, because it is typed.
this words and nothing more than text with emotion.
no
i want you to hear my voice, i want to you feel my hug
i want you taste my tongue, i want you to see my happiness
i want you to know, that no watter what, i shan't leave you
i shall say these words over and over. yet.
if you ever need reassurance, just come back to this page
and read it again
and know this
I love you.
Forevermore...
"It is not about life or death, the living nor the death. it is not about striving for the future, or living for the past.
it was not about doing your best or not trying at all. no. man has one thing to do. and one thing only, of which he
expands upon into the universe. that is. Love"
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| I'm not posting cause i have nothing to do. i'm posting to let you know
i'm still here. and i'll always be here...right here, waiting. i can't
walk to you or do things for you. but i can be here waiting for you and
help with to do things. i may not be wholly human, but i'm certainly
not a robot. sometimes i'll help, sometimes i'll point you to the
truth. i'll show you the realistic way instead of the pessmistic. i can
find the optimistic way and walk with you to the light. i can't walk in
front, and i'm always behind. that is me. this is i. i am me.
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| Even silence echoes....
Hey guys, xanga isn't really cutting it for now. people are leaving it.
i mean, if you want information from me. talk to me. i have a LOT of
free time, and i'm more than willing to share...sooo....just message me
or call....ya...
"What the world cannot see, it can only understand"
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| "The universe does not revolve around the center, instead it revolves around the emperor" - Chaplain Tukoi
Man....Updating again, cause so many people are yelling at me too.
Break has been awesome so far, start off with a party at Eric's right
after school exams. but before i did that, me, phoebe, and hannah went
to caroline's house, of which she cooked pasta for us. good stuff. i
got to meet her brother, seems like an okay guy. then we walked over.
did a little talking, and caroline left for ortho appointment(she came
back later) a good game of poker, oh which Naka/me won. good stuff. we
began to watch a movie then we eat pizza and played.....KING OSUMA!!!!
WOOOTTTT! great game. i'm not gonna bother type out the details, unless
i'm asked to. too lazy as it is. man, such great times and memories,
went home and slept
next day, Jess's b-day party, good stuff again.
another round of Poker, of which i won. a nice long duke out with eric.
watched Elf and errr.....fun. DOG PILE ON BEANBAG!!!! man, Joey and his
gay side. oh ya, we also played a little DDR. Pizza again, first time i
ate pineapple pizza. it was okay. it was pretty fun, jess gots lots o'
loot. weee... played a little killzone and went home
oh ya, Carolines in China,btw, always gone for
break...in another freaking contentient...sigh, oh well. oh ya, also
watched Fun with Dick and Jane, a jim carrey movie. it was pretty
funny, but nothing like gut bursting laughter.....then again i
don't laugh much. went to jimmy's house, played a VERY short game of
poker, like 5 hands, then evveryone went all in and Eric got lucky.
then off to HALO 2!! man, that was fun. oh ya, got a new phone. the
Motorola V3. i wanted the V80, but the V3 is pretty nice. give a ring
sometimes, i love getting calls.
Been reading a bit of Manga, Ichigo 100%. its a lot
like I's. it would be intersting if life was like that...i certainly
wouldn't mind. reading crap like that, makes me wanna live in
japan....the unifroms...for females....weee....fetish xD. oh ya, i got
a PSP, if i didn't mention in last post. i forgot if i said anything or
not. got a 1 gig card and a 512. 512 has Advent children on it. and the
1 gig is manga, videos, and music. internet capabilites are nice, but
more WiFi has a WEP pwd, so i can't log in just anywhere. found a way
to DL file from my comp into the PSP via the internet, that was pretty
neat...still... i have 2.5 version....i need a 1.5..sigh, anyone
willing to trade? theres no downgrade avaible....sadly. well life goes
on. nothing planned for break....well actually there is, i just don't
know what it is.
i'll try to update soonn...but don't hold your gonads...er...breath
oh ya MERRY CHRISTMAS
"Thinking is not enough, one must know"
"Skin deep beauty arouses a man to love, skin beauty arouses a man period"
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| "Pater Noster qui in caelis es sanctificetur nomen tuum. veniat regnum
tuum fiat voluntas tua sicut in caelo et in terra. panem nostrum
supersubstantialem da nobis hodie. et dimitte nobis debita nostra sicut
et nos dimisimus debitoribus nostris. et ne inducas nos in temptationem
sed libera nos a malo." - Lord's Prayer
i am updating at the will of many.....lets see, so many things have
happened. lets start with another njrotc event....we don't the results
but it sure was messsed up. our armed drill team had been pratice with
a 9 block, using that many people to closly "master" (not really...." a
routine. HOWEVER the day before the competeion (in which we stayed at a
hotel, it was a overnight comp. good stuff) we found out we needed a 12
block.......so we made up a completely new routine that night, and
practiced it for maybe....1hr? 2hr at most. fun stuff, it was a LOT
harder than the orginal but more fun, i still say we kicked arse,
though we probably really didn't....in other news
Thanksgiving break....its a real bummer so far only cause of one
reason, Caroline went to Europe and we've lost connection. i feel like
i'm going into withdraw @.@ but thats the only bad part so far...even
though it is a rather big bad part. Saturday was fun of a lot of
sleep, sunday, went to Anant's B-day party, good stuff, saw the movie
"Get rich or die trying" it was okay....nothing close to real life.
went to his house, ate played risk and other crap..hehehehe. yesterday
went to Chovie's house, had lots of fun, but this time we lacked fire,
airsoft guns and jimmy, which toned it down. still good stuff, got to
meet his dad. today is a day for school things....right....
also Xbox 360 is now released, currently in limited supplies. i'm not
really interested, i'm happy with my current xbox (green halo
edition =D) if i used my money on entertainment it would be to upgrade
my comp to play some decent games....i feel so outdated, (but then i
think of my friend and his crapp 7 gig computer....) a PSP would be
nice too...but again, money. grr when i'm world dicator i don't need to
manage money and crap like that, just which concubine gets the love
making that night ~.^, hhaha jk jk =P
i probably won't update for a while again.....til then, have fun and don't die.
"Eternity is a state of mind, those who dwell in it shall never die"
"Those who wish for it, will never get it. Those who will it, may never achievement it"
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